This post is going to be about questions that are never answered in regards to trying to conceive. It's
I hear people say, "Oh, we are trying, too." and my immediate thought is, "Really, what are ya'll doing?" "Are they temping, using OPK's, trying the sperm meets egg method?". I mean, my mind races with questions. It's ridiculous. My younger sister Caroline thinks I am insane and that my constant obsession is preventing me from getting pregnant. But I can't not think about it. How do you not think about it? No, it doesn't consume my every waking thought, that is not what I am saying, I don't need to be committed yet. Ha ha. There are certain moments in my life where I can't not think about it. Plain and simple. Yesterday I had a cycle day 21 progestrone check (most of you are thinking cycle day, what the heck) and upon returning home I found a package that my sister Claire sent me. It's a book titled Taking Charge of Your Fertility. I obviously began reading it right away. It has graphic pictures and a cd, it's awesome. We have a goal in mind and until then I will have questions, doubts, even fears, but the greatest thing we both have is our hope.
Wow, it feels good to put my random, graphic, tmi questions and thoughts out into the universe. In God's time I will be pregnant.